Those that said they'd be there never were around when I needed them. Those that said they cared only cared when it was convenient for them. Striving in this world to make it but every one around me keeps pulling on me. Gotta catch a grip because things are slipping so easily. Motivation is the key, put it in the hole and open the door to my successes. Let reasons stop me before and there was no winning. Put the fear behind me so I can keep on swimming. I gotta fend for myself because everyone else is selfish. A selfless being trying to make it out in a world that's so mean. Economy is falling and everyone is going crazy. Just a few dollars in my pocket but im still thinking of strategies. Finding my way through all this mess. Scratching my head wondering how im going to get through this.
Thoughts so deep like the ocean. feel like I'm swimming too deep, I don't want to start drowning. My hearts racing not knowing what to do. Come on Valerie snap out of this you gotta figure this out. The only way out of this is positive thinking. Can't be stuck in a hole with this negative feeling. Rock bottom I have hit can't get any lower. Gotta build myself up because that the only option. Only one easy way to survive is trying to succeed. To live life the way I wanted it to be. Slowly but surely I will make my way through. Breath by breath, step by step I will reach where nobody thought I would.
No comments:
Post a Comment